What music did for my Selective Mutism - The Beatles



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'We Can Work It Out'
I wish I could tell this to everyone I went to school with. No one would see things my way, they always thought they were right and so they could do and say whatever they wanted to and about me.
Think of what you're saying
You can get it wrong and still you think that it's alright
Think of what I'm saying
We can work it out and get it straight, or say good night
We can work it out
We can work it out

Life is very short, and there's no time
For fussing and fighting, my friend
I have always thought that it's a crime
So I will ask you once again

Try to see it my way
Only time will tell if I am right or I am wrong
While you see it your way
There's a chance that we may fall apart before too long
We can work it out
We can work it out



Abbey Road



'Come Together'
Like most SM kids I pretty much felt trapped, I couldn't do anything I wanted to because people would laugh, or make fun of me or something. I had to stay in my own little space, I couldn't move out of it or people would make a big deal. So a lot of Beatles' stuff was about being free and doing what you want, which made me think that if everyone can be 'free', why do I have to stay trapped? I was the only one keeping myself there, no one else could make me do what I didn't want to do or keep me from doing what I wanted to do.
One thing I can tell you is you got to be free
Come together right now over me



'Here Comes the Sun'
This was the way I felt, that the sun was coming back for me, and I wasn't going to be depressed anymore.
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it's all right

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
It's all right, it's all right



'You Never Give Me Your Money'

One sweet dream
Pick up the bags and get in the limousine
Soon we'll be away from here
Step on the gas and wipe that tear away
One sweet dream came true today



'The End'
If you just sit around and don't do anything, nothing good will ever happen to you.
And in the end
The love you take
Is equal to the love
You make



Anthology 3



'Old Brown Shoe'
As I don't yet have the actual album with this song it's listed here instead.
You know you pick me up from where some try to drag me down
And when I see your smile replace every thoughtless frown
Got me escaping from this zoo, baby, I'm in love with you
I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you

If I grow up I'll be a singer wearing rings on every finger
Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday
Who knows, baby, you may comfort me



'Hey Jude'

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder



The Beatles (White Album)



'Dear Prudence'

Dear Prudence, open up your eyes
Dear Prudence, see the sunny skies
The wind is low, the birds will sing
That you are part of everything
Dear Prudence, won't you open up your eyes?

Dear Prudence, let me see you smile
Dear Prudence, like a little child
The clouds will be a daisy chain
So let me see you smile again
Dear Prudence, won't you let me see you smile?



'While My Guitar Gently Weeps'

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
No one alerted you



'Martha My Dear'
When I found out that this was written about his English Sheepdog, Martha, I liked the song so much more because I hadn't really known until this album how much the Beatles liked animals too. I like them all even more and felt closer to them knowing that we were all obsessed with animals.
Hold your head up you silly girl see what you've done
When you find yourself in the thick of it
Help yourself to a bit of what is all around you



'Blackbird'

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night



'Piggies'

Have you seen the little piggies
Crawling in the dirt
And for all the little piggies
Life is getting worse
Always having dirt to play around in

Have you seen the bigger piggies
In their starched white shirts
You will find the bigger piggies
Stirring up the dirt
Always have clean shirts to play around in

In their styes with all their backing
They don't care what goes on around
In their eyes there's something lacking
What they need's a damn good whacking

Everywhere there's lots of piggies
Living piggy lives
You can see them out for dinner
With their piggy wives
Clutching forks and knives to eat their bacon



'Mother Nature's Son'
Again letting me realize how much I had in common with them. The first time I heard this song I couldn't believe it, I thought I must have been misinterpreting what he was saying, as I didn't think it was possible that they were like this. It was like it was too good to be true.
Sit beside a mountain stream - see her waters rise
Listen to the pretty sound of music as she flies

Find me in my field of grass - Mother Nature's son
Swaying daisies sing a lazy song beneath the sun



'Revolution 1'

You say you got a real solution
Well you know
We'd all love to see the plan
You ask me for a contribution
Well you know
We're doing what we can
But when you want money for people with minds that hate
All I can tell you is brother you have to wait
Don't you know it's gonna be alright



A Hard Day's Night



'Any Time At All'
Again, I realize it's not exactly the meaning the song is supposed to have, but it still sort of fits for what was going on with my mind at the time.
If the sun has faded away
I'll try to make it shine
There's nothing I won't do
When you need a shoulder to cry on
I hope it will be mine
Call me tonight, and I'll come to you

Any time at all, any time at all
Any time at all, all you've gotta do is call and I'll be there



Help!



'Help!'

When I was younger (When I was young) so much younger than today
I never needed anybody's help in any way
But now these days are gone (These days are gone), I'm not so self assured
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round
Help me get my feet back on the ground
Won't you please, please help me

And now my life has changed (My life has changed) in oh so many ways
My independence seems to vanish in the haze
But every now and then (Now and then) I feel so insecure
I know that I just need you like I've never done before



'You've Got To Hide Your Love Away'

Everywhere people stare
Each and every day
I can see them laugh at me
And I hear them say

Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away

How can I even try
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I'm in



Let It Be



'I Me Mine'
George's music is probably what made me not hate everyone. It almost always had a kind of calming or spiritual quality about it, or some kind of message, and it made me really care so much less about what everyone else says. Like this song, he's saying that everyone always thinks of themself, no one cares about anyone else. I guess I realized that other people have it harder than I do sometimes, so I had to think about other people too rather than just focusing on my own life, my own troubles, and by doing that I could realize that it really wasn't that bad.
All I can hear, I me mine
I me mine, I me mine
Even those tears, I me mine
I me mine, I me mine
No one's frightened of playing it
Everyone's saying it
Flowing more freely than wine
All through the day I me mine



'Let It Be'

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Yeah let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah let it be
There will be an answer, let it be



'The Long and Winding Road'
'The many ways I've tried' of course being all the times that I tried to talk, and yet I was always being told that I wasn't trying, that I was just being stubborn. And all those tries just led me back to the same place, where I couldn't talk but I even believed myself that I wasn't trying hard enough.
The wild and windy night
That the rain washed away
Has left a pool of tears
Crying for the day
Why leave me standing here
Let me know the way

Many times I've been alone
And many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know
The many ways I've tried

And still they lead me back
To the long, winding road
You left me standing here
A long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here
Lead me to your door



Magical Mystery Tour



'The Fool on the Hill'
This is without a doubt the song that has the most meaning to me. I originally heard it on the Anthology, but it was released on this album. I felt, and still do, that it could have been written directly about me. I was totally alone, no friends, and like many SM kids I always had to stay as still as I possibly could, I was afraid to move for fear I might attract attention to myself. I never answered anyone, but anyone who knew me could tell what I was thinking by my facial expressions or some other way, so I had plenty of other 'voices' that I could use. But no one heard me, because most of the people around me wouldn't 'listen' unless I would actually talk to them. I always loved to just watch the world around me, and I often noticed things other people didn't. I payed attention to things no one else cared about, like 'watching the world spinning around'. I also knew by the time I heard this song that if people didn't like me, that was their own problem, they were 'the fools' for acting the way they were towards me, so I didn't listen to them. If anyone asks me what my favorite Beatles song is, I might have to say this is it.
Day after day, alone on the hill
The man with the foolish grin is keeping perfectly still
But nobody wants to know him
They can see that he's just a fool
As he never gives an answer
But the fool on the hill
Sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head
See the world spinning around

Well on the way, head in a cloud
The man of a thousand voices talking perfectly loud
But nobody ever hears him
Or the sound he appears to make
And he never seems to notice
But the fool on the hill
Sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head
See the world spinning around

And nobody seems to like him
They can tell what he wants to do
And he never shows his feelings
But the fool on the hill
Sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head
See the world spinning around

He never listens to them
He knows that they're the fools
They don't like him
The fool on the hill
Sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head
See the world spinning around



'I Am the Walrus'
This didn't really affect me back then but I'm throwing it in here anyway because really, it makes sense. When you let yourself get depressed about something, you're not allowing yourself to really live.
Man you been a naughty boy, you let your face grow long.



'Strawberry Fields Forever'
I guess this applied more to the people making fun of me. They thought they knew why I wouldn't talk, and they thought they could just do whatever they wanted because of it. They couldn't see that they were actually making it worse.
Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see



'All You Need Is Love'

There's nothing you can do that can't be done
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
It's easy

Nothing you can make that can't be made
No one you can save that can't be saved
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time
It's easy

All you need is love



Please Please Me



'There's A Place'

In my mind there's no sorrow
Don't you know that it's so
There'll be no sad tomorrow
Don't you know that it's so

There is a place
Where I can go
When I feel low
When I feel blue
And it's my mind
And there's no time when I'm alone



Revolver



'I'm Only Sleeping'

When I wake up early in the morning
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream

Everybody seems to think I'm lazy
I don't mind, I think they're crazy
Running everywhere at such a speed
Till they find there's no need

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time
Lying there and staring at the ceiling
Waiting for a sleepy feeling

Please, don't spoil my day, I'm miles away
And after all I'm only sleeping



'Love You To'

Each day just goes so fast
I turn around, it's past
You don't get time to hang a sign on me

A lifetime is so short
A new one can't be bought
But what you've got means such a lot to me

There's people standing round
Who'll screw you in the ground
They'll fill you in with all their sins you'll see



'I Want To Tell You'
I know the meaning is totally not the same, but it still could fit.
I want to tell you
My head is filled with things to say
When you're here
All those words, they seem to slip away

But if I seem to act unkind
It's only me, it's not my mind
That is confusing things

Sometimes I wish I knew you well
Then I could speak my mind and tell you
Maybe you'd understand



'Tomorrow Never Knows'

Turn off your mind, relax and float down stream
It is not dying, it is not dying

Lay down all thoughts, surrender to the void
It is shining, it is shining

Yet you may see the meaning of within
It is being, it is being

Love is all and love is everyone
It is knowing, it is knowing

And ignorance and hate may mourn the dead
It is believing, it is believing

But listen to the colour of your dreams
It is not leaving, it is not leaving

So play the game "Existence" to the end
Of the beginning, of the beginning



Rubber Soul



'Nowhere Man'

Doesn't have a point of view
Knows not where he's going to
Isn't he a bit like you and me?

Nowhere Man, please listen
You don't know what you're missing
Nowhere Man
The world is at your command

He's as blind as he can be
Just sees what he wants to see
Nowhere Man, can you see me at all?

Nowhere Man, don't worry
Take your time, don't hurry
Leave it all
Till somebody else lends you a hand



'Think For Yourself'

Although your mind's opaque
Try thinking more if just for your own sake
The future still looks good
And you've got time to rectify
All the things that you should

Do what you want to do
And go where you're going to
Think for yourself
'Cause I won't be there with you



'The Word'

Everywhere I go I hear it said
In the good and bad books that I have read

Say the word and you'll be free
Say the word and be like me
Say the word I'm thinking of
Have you heard the word is love?
It's so fine, it's sunshine
It's the word, love



'I'm Looking Through You'
If you kind of change the meaning a little it fits me, the people were always above me until I started feeling more confident about myself. Even though they kept thinking of me the same way, I was able to realize that they were only putting themselves down by putting me down.
You're thinking of me, the same old way
You were above me, but not today
The only difference is you're down there
I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere



Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band



'Getting Better'

It's getting better all the time
I used to get mad at my school
The teachers that taught me weren't cool
You're holding me down, turning me round
Filling me up with your rules
I've got to admit it's getting better
A little better all the time

Me used to be angry young man
Me hidingme head in the sand
You gave me the word
I finally heard
I'm doing the best that I can



'Fixing A Hole'

I'm fixing a hole where the rain gets in
And stops my mind from wandering
Where it will go
I'm filling the cracks that ran throught the door
And kept my mind from wandering
Where it will go
And it really doesn't matter if I'm wrong I'm right
Where I belong I'm right
Where I belong
See the people standing there
Who disagree and never win
And wonder why they don't get in my door

I'm taking the time for a number of things
That weren't important yesterday
And I still go
I'm fixing a hole where the rain gets in
And stops my mind from wandering
Where it will go



'Within You Without You'
Probably my favorite song on the album, which my first actual Beatles album after the Anthology series.
We were talking, about the space between us all
And the people who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
Never glimpse the truth, then it's far too late
When they pass away

We were talking, about the love we all could share
When we find it
To try our best to hold it there
With our love, with our love
We could save the world, if they only knew

Try to realize it's all within yourself
No one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small
And life flows on within you and without you

We were talking, about the love that's gone so cold
And the people, who gain the world and lose their soul
They don't know, they can't see
Are you one of them?

When you've seen beyond yourself
Then you may find peace of mind is waiting there
And the time will come when you see we're all one
And life flows on within you and without you



'Good Morning Good Morning'
I'm just throwing this in here because I wish people would realize that not everyone has something to say all the time. I can't just talk for no reason, and when I have nothing to say I can't say anything. When people try to force me to say something and I can't, they get annoyed. Why?
I've got nothing to say but it's OK.



With the Beatles



'All My Loving'
The song doesn't really have any great lyrics as far as this page goes, but it's still a favorite, because back when I was still just downloading the music, I heard this song playing at the mall and just knew it was the Beatles even though I had never heard it before. It was like intuition, I just knew who it was.



Yellow Submarine (Songtrack)



'Hey Bulldog'

Big man (Yeah)
Walking in the park
Wigwam
Frightened of the dark
Some kind of solitude is measured out in you
You think you know me but you haven't got a clue

You can talk to me
You can talk to me
You can talk to me, if you're lonely you can talk to me



'Only A Northern Song'

It doesn't really matter what chords I play
What words I say or time of day it is
As it's only a Northern song

It doesn't really matter what clothes I wear
Or how I fare or if my hair is brown
When it's only a Northern song



'It's All Too Much'

Everywhere, it's what you make
For us to take, it's all too much

Floating down the stream of time from life to life with me
Makes no difference where you are or where you'd like to be

It's all too much for me to take
The love that's shining all around here
All the world is birthday cake
So take a piece but not too much

Sail me on a silver sun, where I know that I'm free
Show me that I'm everywhere, and get me home for tea





The Beatles
John Lennon
Paul McCartney
George Harrison
Ringo Starr



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