What music did for my Selective Mutism - George Harrison



When my mom and I would be listening to George Harrison, as he seems to be one of our favorite musicians, I would say to her, "Imagine what my roommates would think if they heard the kind of stuff I listen to." For one thing he has to be the most difficult to understand singers I've ever heard, and I normally don't have that much trouble with an English accent. Besides that, the words to his songs are really good, but to a (non-Beatle) person, some of them would sound a bit strange. "On the street of villains taken for a ride, you can have the devil as a guide. Crippled by the boundaries, programmed into guilt, 'til your nervous system starts to tilt..." I don't want to give people the impression I'm some raging religious person, but I do take his songs seriously and try to live and act like a good person.


All Things Must Pass



This was my first George Harrison album, and I disliked it so much at first that I didn't listen to it for quite a long time. Now it's one of my favorites, I can't imagine being without it!

'My Sweet Lord'
This was one of the reasons I didn't like the CD. I hated to even think about believing in God. Eventually I realized that God does not equal Christianity, that you can believe in God and not be a Christian. Now I love the song.
My sweet Lord
Mm my Lord
Mm my Lord
I really want to see you
I really want to be with you
I really want to see you Lord
But it takes so long my Lord



'Wah-Wah'

Oh, you don't see me crying
Oh, you don't hear me sighing

Wah-wah, I don't need no wah-wah
And I know how sweet life can be
If I keep myself free
Wah-wah, I don't need no wah-wah



'Isn't It A Pity'

Isn't it a pity
Now isn't it a shame
How we break each other's hearts
And cause each other pain
How we take each other's love
Without thinking anymore
Forgetting to give back
Isn't it a pity

Some things take so long
But how do I explain?
When not too many people
Can see we're all the same
And because of all their tears
Their eyes can't hope to see
The beauty that surrounds them
Oh isn't it a pity



'If Not For You'
Mostly just summing up my feelings, now and a few years ago, toward the Beatles.
If not for you
The winter would hold no spring
Couldn't hear a robin sing
I just wouldn't have a clue
If not for you

If not for you, my sky would fall
Rain would gather too
Without your love I'd be nowhere at all
I'd be lost, if not for you



'Behind That Locked Door'

Why are you still crying?
Your pain is now through
Please forget those teardrops
Let me take them from you

The love you are blessed with
This world's waiting for
So let out your heart please, please
From behind that locked door

It's time we start smiling
What else should we do?
With only this short time
I'm gonna be here with you



'Let It Down'
The way he says it, it makes the whole idea of not doing something because someone might laugh or whatever seem so ridiculous.
Though you sit in another chair, I can feel you here
Looking like I don't care, but I do, I do
Hiding it all behind anything I see
Should someone be looking at me

While I occupy my mind, I can feel you here
Love to us is so well timed, and I do, I do
Wasting away these moments so heavenly
Should someone be looking at me



'Run Of The Mill'

Everyone has choice
When to and not to raise their voices
It's you that decides
Which way you will turn
While feeling that our love's not your concern
It's you that decides

No one around you will carry the blame for you
No one around you will love you today and throw it all away

Tomorrow when you rise
Another day for you to realize me
Or send me down again
As the days stand up on end
You've got me wondering how I lost your friendship
But I see it in your eyes

Though I'm beside you I can't carry the pain for you
I may decide to get out with your blessing 'fore I'll carry on guessing

How high will you leap?
Will you make enough for you to reap it?
Only you'll arrive
At your own made end
With no one but yourself to be offended
It's you that decides



'Beware Of Darkness'

Watch out now
Take care, beware the thoughts that linger
Winding up inside your head
The hopelessness around you in the dead of night
Beware of sadness

It can hit you, it can hurt you
Make you sore and what is more
That is not what you are here for

Watch out now
Take care beware of greedy leaders
They'll take you where you should not go
While Weeping Atlas Cedars they just want to grow, grow and grow
Beware of darkness



'Apple Scruffs'
Apple Corps. was the Beatles' company, so George wrote a song about the Beatles fans. Sounds like he needed us as much as we needed them. Also sounds like I'm not the only one with nothing better to do than listen to music all day!
I've watched you sitting there
Seen the passers-by all stare
Like you have no place to go
But there's so much they don't know
About Apple Scruffs

Apple Scruffs, Apple Scruffs
How I love you, how I love you

In the fog and in the rain
Through the pleasures and the pain
On the step outside you stand
With flowers in your hands
My Apple Scruffs



'Ballad of Sir Frankie Crisp (Let It Roll)'

Let it roll across the floor
Through the hall and out the door
To the fountain of perpetual mirth
Let it roll for all it's worth

Find me where ye echo lays
Lose ye bodies in the maze
See the Lord and all the mouths he feeds
Let it roll among the weeds
Let it roll



'Awaiting On You All'

You don't need a horoscope or a microscope
To see the mess that you're in
If you open up your heart
You will see what I mean
You've been polluted so long
But here's a way for you to get clean

By chanting the names of the Lord and you'll be free
The Lord is awaiting on you all to awaken and see
Chanting the names of the Lord and you'll be free
The Lord is awaiting on you all to awaken and see

You don't need no passport
You don't need no visa
You don't need to designate or to emigrate
Before you can see Jesus
If you open up your heart
Then you will see he's right there
He always was and will be
He'll relieve you of all your cares

You don't need no church house
And you don't need no temple
And you don't need no rosary beads or them books to read
To know that you have fallen
If you open up your heart
Then you will know what I mean
We've been kept down so long
Someone's thinking that we're all green

While the Pope owns fifty-one percent of General Motors
And the stock exchange is the only thing he's qualified to quote us
But the Lord is awaiting on you all to awaken and see
By chanting the names of the Lord and you'll be free



'All Things Must Pass'
One of George's most famous songs, and for good reason. I think it's one of the best songs ever written. I know that no matter what happens, it can't last forever. If school's not going too great, it's only a matter of time before it's over. If you're having a bad day today, it will be tomorrow eventually.
Sunset doesn't last all evening
A mind can blow those clouds away
After all this my love is up and must be leaving
It's not always going to be this grey

All things must pass
All things must pass away
All things must pass
None of life's strings can last
So I must be on my way
And face another day

Now the darkness only stays at night time
In the morning it will fade away
Daylight is good at arriving at the right time
It's not always going to be this grey

All things must pass
All things must pass away



'Art Of Dying'

There'll come a time
When all of us must leave here
Then nothing Sister Mary can do
Will keep me here with you
Nothing in this life that I've been trying
Can equal or surpass the art of dying

There'll come a time
When all your hopes are fading
When things that seemed so very plain
Become an awful pain
Searching for the truth among the lying
And answered when you've learned the art of dying

There'll come a time
When most of us return here
Brought back by our desire to be
A perfect entity
Living through a million years of crying
Until you've realized the art of dying



'Hear Me Lord'

Forgive me Lord
Please those years when I ignored you
Forgive them Lord
Those that feel they can't afford you

Help me Lord please
To rise above this dealing
Help me Lord please
To love you with more feeling

At both ends of the road
To the left and the right
Above and below us
Out and in
There's no place that you're not in
Mm won't you hear me, Lord



Brainwashed



'Any Road'

But I've been traveling on a boat and a plane
In a car on a bike with a bus and a train
Traveling there, traveling here
Everywhere in every gear

But oh Lord we pay the price
With the spin of the wheel with the roll of the dice
Ah yeah you pay your fare
And if you don't know where you're going
Any road will take you there

And I've been traveling through the dirt and the grime
From the past to the future through the space and the time
Traveling deep beneath the waves
In watery grottoes and mountainous caves

But oh Lord we've got to fight
With the thoughts in the head with the dark and the light
No use to stop and stare
And if you don't know where you're going
Any road will take you there



'P2 Vatican Blues (Last Saturday Night)'
I had already stopped believing in Catholicism by the time I heard this song, and it just went along with what I thought-Catholics never act like Catholics, and church is just about taking money from everyone and not using it for anything good. I prefer to use my money to actually help people rather than to put a new carpet down in the church.
Arrived believing from home
Climbed every step inside St. Peter's Dome
Claustrophobic and ex-Catholic
Last Saturday night

Now how come nobody really noticed
Puff of white smoke knocked me out
The truth is hiding, lurking, banking
Things they do at night

It's quite suspicious to say the least
Even mentioned it to my local priest
One Our Father, three Hail Marys
Each Saturday night

('Hello Father, Father' 'Stick a little five bob in the box, it'll be alright.')



'Pisces Fish'
Sometimes we just need to stop complaining and slow down for a while and just relax.
Old ladies, who must be doggie training
Walking, throwing balls, chasing all the sheep
While the farmer stands around, and he's complaining
His mad cows are being put to sleep

And I'm a Pisces fish and the river runs through my soul

Smoke signals from the brewery
Like someone in there found the latest Pope
In a vat of beer that keeps pumping out with fury
While the churchbell ringer's tangled in his rope

There's a temple on an island
I think of all the Gods and what they feel
You can only find them in the deepest silence
I got to get off of this big wheel

And I'm a Pisces fish and the river runs through my soul
I'm a Pisces fish and the river runs through my soul

And I'll be swimming until I can find those waters
That one unbounded ocean of bliss
That's flowing through your parents, sons and daughters
But still an easy thing for us to miss



'Looking For My Life'

Oh Lord, won't you listen in to me now
Oh Love, I got to get me back to you somehow

I never knew that life was loaded
I'd only hung around birds and bees
I never knew that things exploded
I only found it out when I was down upon my knees
Looking for my life, looking for my life

Oh boy, you've not idea what I've been through
Oh Lord, I feel so stuck that I can't get to you

Had no idea that I was heading
Toward a state of emergency
I had no fear where I was treading
I only found it out when I was down upon my knees
Looking for my life
Caught up on me with intensity
Had no idea where I was heading
I only found it out when I was down upon my knees
Looking for my life, looking for my life



'Rising Sun'

On the street of villains taken for a ride
You can have the devil as a guide
Crippled by the boundaries, programmed into guilt
'Til your nervous system starts to tilt
In a room of mirrors you can see for miles
But everything that's there is in disguise
Every word you've uttered and every thought you've had
Is all inside your file, the good and the bad

But in the rising sun you can feel your life begin
Universe at play inside your DNA
You're a billion years old today
Oh the rising sun and the place it's coming from
Is inside of you and now your payment's overdue
Oh the rising sun, oh the rising sun

On the avenue of sinners I have been employed
Working there til I was near destroyed
I was almost a statistic inside a doctor's case
When I heard the messenger from inner space
He was sending me a signal that for so long I had ignored
But he held on to my umbilical cord
Until the ghost of memory trapped in my body mind
Came out of hiding to become alive

And in the rising sun you can hear your life begin
And it's here and there, nowhere and everywhere
Though its atmosphere is rare
Oh the rising sun and the place that it's coming from
Is inside of me and now I feel it constantly
Oh the rising sun, oh the rising sun



'Rocking Chair in Hawaii'

So if you're still busy hiding what it is you've got
If you're frightened of losing what you like a lot
You may be cruising backwards
While thinking that you're not



'Brainwashed'

Brainwashed in our childhood
Brainwashed by the school
Brainwashed by our teachers
And brainwashed by all their rules
Brainwashed by our leaders
By our Kings and Queens
Brainwashed in the open
And brainwashed behind the scenes

God God God
A voice cries in the wilderness
God God God
It was on the longest night
God God God
An eternity of darkness
God God God
Someone turned out the spiritual light

Brainwashed by the Nikkei
Brainwashed by Dow Jones
Brainwashed by the FTSE
Nasdaq and secure loans
Brainwashed us from Brussels
Brainwashed us in Bonn
Brainwashed us in Washington
Westminster in London

God God God
You are the wisdom that we seek
God God God
The lover that we miss
God God God
Your nature is eternity
God God God
Your are Existence, Knowledge, Bliss

The soul does not love, it is love itself
It does not exist, it is existence itself
It does not know, it is knowledge itself
'How to Know God', page 130

God God God
Won't you lead us through this mess
God God God
From the places of concrete
God God God
Nothing's worse than ignorance
God God God
I just won't accept defeat

God God God
Must be something I forgot
God God God
Down on Bullshit Avenue
God God God
If we can only stop the rot
God God God
Wish that you'd brainwash us too

Namah Parvarti Pataye Hare Hare Mahadev
Namah Parvarti Pataye Hare Hare
Namah Parvarti Pataye Hare Hare

Shiva Shiva Shankara Mahadeva
Hare Hare Hare Hare Mahadeva
Shiva Shiva Shankara Mahadeva
Shiva Shiva Shankara Mahadeva

Namah Parvarti Pataye Hare Hare
Namah Parvarti Pataye Hare Hare
Shiva Shiva Shankara Mahadeva
Shiva Shiva Shankara Mahadeva



Cloud Nine



'That's What It Takes'

And now it begins to shine
And you found the eyes to see
Each little drop at the dawn of every day

Your smile, it comes back to me
And whatever you may say
Don't let it stop, never fade away

If that's what it takes
Then I've got to be strong

If we got to be in this life forever
Then we'd better be taking all the chances



'Just For Today'
You have to take things one day at a time, rather than feeling sorry for yourself or trying to do everything at once.
Just for today
I could try to live through this day only
Not deal with all life's problems
Just for today

If just for one night
I could feel not sad and lonely
Not be my own life's problem
Just for one night



'This Is Love'

Precious words drift away from the meaning
And the sun melts the chill from our lives
Helping us all to remember what we came here for
This is love

Since our problems have been our own creation
They also can be overcome
When we use the power provided free to everyone
This is love



'Someplace Else'

You got into my life
I don't know how you found me, but you did
It stopped me heading someplace else

And for a while I could comfort you
And hold you in my mind
I need you now to be beside me
While all my world is sad and crazy



George Harrison



'Love Comes To Everyone'

Go do it, got to go through that door,
There's no easy way out at all
Still it only takes time
'Til love comes to everyone

For you who it always seems blue
It all comes, it never rains but it pours
Still it only takes time
'Til love comes to everyone



'Blow Away'
Sounds so much like my life it's scary.
Day turned black, sky ripped apart
Rained for a year 'til it dampened my heart
Cracks and leaks
The floorboards caught rot
About to go down
I had almost forgot

All I got to do is to love you
All I got to be is, be happy
All it's got to take is some warmth to make it
Blow Away, Blow Away, Blow Away

Sky cleared up, day turned to bright
Closing both eyes now the head filled with light
Hard to remember the state I was in
Instant amnesia
Yang to the Yin

Wind blew in, cloud was dispersed
Rainbows appearing, the pressures were burst
Breezes a-singing, now feeling good
The moment had passed
Like I knew that it should



'Faster'

Chose a life in circuses
Jumped into the deepest end
Pushing himself to all extremes
Made it - people became his friend
Now they stood and noticed him
Now they wanted to be a part of it

The people were intrigued
His wife held back her fears
The headlines gave acclaim
He'd realized their dreams

Now he's moved into the space
That the special people share
Right on the edge of do or die
Where there is nothing left to spare

Still the crowds came pouring in
Some had hoped to see him fail
Filling their hearts with jealousies
Crazy people with love so frail

No need to wonder why
His wife held back her fears
So few have even tried
To realize their dreams



'If You Believe'

You can worry your life away with
Not knowing what each new day may bring to you
Or take each day as it goes on
Wake up to the love that flows on around you
If you believe - if you believe in you
Everything you thought is possible, if you believe
If you believe in me
All your love's reflected back to you
When you believe

Too many troubles you can't control
To get you falling into the holes they dig for you
Get up - you have all your needs; Pray
Give up - and it all recedes away from you

If you believe - if you believe in you
Everything you thought is possible, if you believe
If you believe in me
All your love's reflected back to you
When you believe



Gone Troppo



'That's The Way It Goes'
When something happens that a normal person might get upset about, I just think, "That's the way it goes". I don't spend my life wishing I had done something differently or wishing something happened differently than it did. That's just the way it goes, and you can't change it so why bother getting worked up about it?
There's a man talking on the radio
What he's saying I don't really know
Seems he's lost some stocks and shares
Stops and stares
He's afraid I know
That's the way it goes

There's an actor who hopes to fit the bill
Sees a shining city on the hill
Step up close and see he's blind
Wined and dined
All he has is posed
And that's the way it goes

There's a fire that burns away the lies
Manifesting in the spiritual eye
Though you won't understand the way I feel
You conceal, all there is to know
That's the way it goes



'Mysical One'

I know whatever we may have been
In past times
Has sorted the true out from the rest
Win or lose
I always knew you'd be there
You answer my deepest prayer
In a song
Shimmering slowhand flowing clear
Moving me
Melting my heart away



'Circles'

Love someone change your mind
Decide he was a swine
As you go round and round in circles

He who knows does not speak
He who speaks does not know
And I go round in circles

Dislike someone and will not bend
Later they may become your best friend
As life it goes around in circles

Soul takes on a body with each birth we make our date
With life and death along the road the soul reincarnates
The show goes round and round in circles

When loss and gain and up and down
Become the same, then we stop going in circles
Round and round in circles



Living in the Material World



'Give Me Love (Give Me Peace On Earth)'

Give me love
Give me love
Give me peace on earth
Give me light
Give me life
Keep me free from birth
Give me hope
Help me cope, with this heavy load
Trying to, touch and reach you with,
heart and soul



'The Light That Has Lighted The World'

The thoughts in their heads,
Manifest on their brow
Like bad scars from ill feelings
They themselves arouse
So hateful of anyone that is happy
Or 'free'
They live all their lives,
Without looking to see
The light that has lighted the world

It's funny how people
Just won't accept change
As if nature itself
They'd prefer re-arranged
So hard to move on
When you're down in a hole
Where there's so little chance,
To experience soul

I'm greatful to anyone,
That is happy or 'free'
For giving me hope
While I'm looking to see

The light that has lighted the world



'Who Can See It'
I believed that I had seen enough sadness and hate, and I had earned the right to a happy life. My life didn't have to belong to other people, it was mine and no one could take it from me.
I've lived in fear,
I've been out there,
I've been 'round and
Seen my share
Of this sad world
And all the hate,
That it's stirred
I only ask,
That what I know,
Should not be denied me now
As it's been learned,
And I have seen my life belongs to me
My love belongs to who can see it



'The Lord Loves The One'

The lord loves the one that loves
The lord
And the law says if you don't give,
Then you don't get loving

Now the lord helps those that help
Themselves
And the law says whatever you do
Is going to come right back on you

We all making out
Like we own this whole world
While the leaders of nations
They're acting like big girls
With no thoughts for their god
Who provides us with all
But when death comes to claim them
Who will stand,
And who will fall?

We all move around,
With objectives in mind,
To become rich or famous,
With our reputations signed,
But the few that can reach,
To this coveted slot,
Don't escape old age creeping,
Through their bodies,
Like a rot



'Try Some Buy Some'
Pretty much, George just wants us to learn from his mistakes, I've never been too attracted to drugs to start with but this song really makes me never want to get involved. There's more important things and there's better ways to deal with things. Besides, life is too important to waste like that, 'Seen them die to get high'.
Way back in time
Someone said try some
I tried some
Now buy some - I bought some
Oh oh oh
After a while
When I had tried them
Denied them
I opened my eyes and
I saw you

Not a thing did I have
Not a thing did I see
'till I called on your love
And your love came to me

Through my life
I've seen gray sky,
Met big fry,
Seen them die to get high
Oh oh oh
And when it seemed that I would
Always be lonely
I opened my eyes and I saw you



'The Day The World Gets 'Round'

The day the world gets 'round
To understanding where it is,
Using all it's found,
To help each other, hand in hand

The day the world gets 'round
To understanding where it's gone
Losing so much ground
Killing each other, hand in hand
Such foolishness in man
I want no part of their plan - oh no

If you're the destructive kind
Now I'm working from day to day
As I don't want to be like you
I look for the pure of heart
And the ones that have made a start,

But lord, there are just a few
Who bow before you,
In silence they pray,

Oh how they pray for
The day the world gets 'round
Using all they've found
To help each other, hand in hand
The day the world gets 'round



'That Is All'

Times I find it hard to say
With useless words getting in my way
Silence often says much more
Than trying to say what's been
Said before.

That is all I want from you
A smile when I feel blue
That is all I'm waiting for
Your love and nothing more
And that is all



Somewhere in England



'Life Itself'

You're in my dream
I hold you there in high esteem
I need you more each step I take
You are the love in life itself, oh yes you are
You are the One

You are the one that I'd die for
And you're all that is real
You are the essence of that which
We taste, touch and feel

You are the One
No matter what
You are the real love that I've got
You are my friend and when life's through
You are the light in death itseld, oh yes you are
You are the One

They call you Christ, Vsnu, Buddha, Jehovah, our Lord
You are Govindam, Bismillah, Creator of All
You are the One

You are my love
You send the rain and bring the sun
You stand alone and speak the truth
You are the breath of life itself, oh yes you are



'Teardrops'
It's so upbeat, as though it's all over now and there's no need to be upset by the bad things that happened in the past.
In the eyes of the lonely one
Everything is cold and hopeless that he looks upon
He needs a friend a lover who can comfort him
His deeds offend, he knows that he has brought on him

Teardrops - I've had my share of crying buckets full of
Teardrops - so hard to take, I got a soaking with those
Teardrops - and it feels like I have taken over from the rain



'That Which I Have Lost'

He is fighting the forces of the darkness, limitation
Falsehood and mortality which bar him
The way back into the higher world
While his whole being is bewildered
He does not know - no law of action
Taking refuge inside himself and he's saying

I need someone to show me
Illumine my conciousness
Remove the dark from in me
And give me that which I have lost

As all had seemed lost a light from Heaven breaking
A flash - inward illumination
Enriched his life more than any words can tell
He stood there, life renewed fresh as rain
Scales were falling from his eyes again
The bolts of his prison opening - he's saying

I found someone who showed me
Illumined my conciousness
Removed the dark from in me
And given me that which I have lost

You people don't have time to listen to him
You're too busy fighting revolutions
That keep you back down in the lower world
Your mirrors of understanding they need cleansing
Polish away the dust of desire
Before pure light will reflect in them



'Writing's On The Wall'
Not only did this song convince me to get rid of a lot of the stuff that I was holding on to and which was only taking up space in my room and life, it also made me realize that I have a lot to bring to this world, if I let myself.
The writing's on the wall, brother
Your life is in your hands
It's up to you to see the writing's on the wall

It looks you in the eye, mister
It's time we stand up tall
Go see and understand the writing's on the wall

Strange we hold on to things that have no grace or power
While death holds on to us much more
With every passing hour

There's nothing that you need sister
The Lord is in you all
Life is designed to see the writing's on the wall

Be careful going home sister
Be watchful down that road
You've got a lot of love sister
And more to grow



'Save The World'
As I was already big saving-the-rainforest and all that by the time I heard this song, it just made me love George Harrison so much more. I loved things that could get other people thinking about the world and the destruction going on, and if George was writing songs about it, that was just more reason to listen to his music.
We've got to save the world
Someone else may want to use it
So far we've seen
This planet's rape, how we've abused it
We've got to save the world

Rain forests chopped for paper towels
One acre gone in every hour*
Our birds and wildlife all destroyed
To keep some millionaires employed

We've got to save the whale
Greenpeace they've tried to diffuse it
But dog food salesmen
Persist unkindly to harpoon it
We've got to save the world

The nuclear power that costs you more
Than anything you've known before
The half-wit's answer to a need
For cancer, death, destruction, greed

We're at the mercy of so few
With evil hearts determined to
Reduce this planet into hell
Then find a buyer and make quick sale

*Fifty acres a minute in reality (From liner notes)



Thirty-Three & 1/3



'See Yourself'

It's easier to tell a lie than it is to tell the truth
It's easier to kill a fly than it is to turn it loose
It's easier to criticize somebody else
Than to see yourself

It's easier to give a sigh and be like all the rest
Who stand around and crucify you while you do your best
It's easier to see the books upon the shelf
Than to see yourself

It's easier to hurt someone and make them cry
Than it is to dry their eyes
I got tired of fooling around with other people's lies
Rather I'd find someone that's true

It's easier to say you won't than it is to feel you can
It's easier to drag your feet than it is to be a man
It's easier to look at someone eles's wealth
Than to see yourself



'It's What You Value'

Someone's driving a 450
And his friends are so wild
They're still in their stick shifties
But they feel they have much more style
But I've found

It's all up to what you value
Down to where you are
It all swings on the pain you've gone through
Getting where you are



The Beatles
John Lennon
Paul McCartney
George Harrison
Ringo Starr



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